hua er

*talking to wanyi*

wanyi is mad! she is "mo-less"!

n she say i'm "mo-mo-less"!

*mo-less and mo-mo-less talking*

anyway hua er is cute!!!!!!!!!

i love the guy on top!!!!!!!!!

who have the ability to bring them to me i'll give them 1,000 kisses! haha..

thailand here i come!

*just bathed*

went town with jianye in the afternoon. bought lotsa xmas presents! but none for myself. *sob* anyway i really hope to receive stuffs which i like for my xmas. *hint* haha!

1st xmas present: 2 pairs of earrings from jianye? 1 is designed with a letter "G". wth.. cos he said i'm green tea.

ahh.. haven't write xmas cards yet. hopefully can be down by tmr. ppl, dun blame me if ya receive the cards late yep? =p

i'm getting fat. better go on diet. ahh..

3 days to go! thailand here i come! *hee*

photos taken on my bro's bday.

acting cool while eating cake..

he and his day cake. cute right?!?!

ahem! yep.. my dad spoil the picture..

the cake! aww.. so nice..

hahahahaha! dun ur heart just melt?! woops! =p my bro's gonna kill me.

anyway, good luck for your singing competitions! just give ur best shot. will pray hard for you in thailand. =)

PerCuz-Shiok!

PerCuz-Shiok! proudly presents:
SHIOK-ED!
a percussion extravaganza of different styles and genres.
24th Dec, 1530-1700hrs, Young Musicians Society. Tickets priced at $10 each.

A Little More about US

PerCuz-Shiok! is a local percussion group made up of young and vibrant individuals. As the name suggests, PerCuz-Shiok! is dedicated to making percussion fun for people of all ages, to play percussion because its SHIOK! (PerC - short form for percussion, Cuz is SMS language for "because", and Shiok! is a local term.)
Members include: Ng Su Yi, Eugene Toh, Chen Kangren, Ong Yanyi, Ng Sirliang, Faisal bin Abdul Aziz, William Loo, Yang Yawen and Ong Teck Min.
Music include Afro-Amero, Stinkin' Garbage, Clap Happy, and traditional Chinese percussion like Soaring Firecrackers and Squabbling Ducks. Where the Spirit Matters, a new percussion piece by Yuan Peiying, will also be featured.
We hope everyone will come and join us in our concert and enjoy the holiday season mood! To contact us, e-mail us or call! We look forward to your support!

=)

finally i have the time to blog! thou it's alr.. 2am plus in the morn? hmm..

talent time just ended. it was fun!!! haha.. esp when natasha sang all i want for christmas is you. i think i'll just get hook to the song! n the beatbox guy was terrific! how i wish i can just turn into him! haha.. ask me for the video when you see me next time! =)

got some pictures to show you guys, but nth is about the talent time!

the pianos at the yamaha. (jianye forced me to take them..)

him and his piano again..

white guitar! sooo nice! hee.

the black one's nice tooo!

to think he know JUNJIE!!! *screams*

his dining table's really nice!

looks gross? it's really yummy! sesame paste (ask lipeng!)

yum..

training training training..

*just came home from percussion practice*

sch was ok.. n it was really surprising that ng eng poh know i participate in talent time. haha..

eng poh: hey, so how's your tt event?
jas: huh? wat event?
eng poh: you participate in some singing thing right?
jas: huh?! how the hell you know?!
eng poh: aiya. the whole world also know wat.
jas: ...

went for the free training lesson just now. was really stressed up.. realised that really didn't practised much. wan2 die le.. better start practising much.

ok, practised almost 1/2 of the time b4 percussion practice starts. right wilson? i know you wan2 die la.

training was terrible just now. long teng hu yue was the worst. didn't practise for damn long le.

anyway the performance is on 9th dec. at ecp? i think so. haha.. free come watch. it's with tpa.

gal, sorry i didn't say happy bday to you! i'm really sorry.. busy until forget.. anyway, happy belated bday! *smiles*

hey, thanks for the photo. =)

quizes

You Are Practically Plastic

You're so beautiful that it's almost unrealUnfortunately, you're attitude's a little unreal tooEveryone knows you're super hot - no need to remind themYou've got it going on, so stop obsessing!

Are You Obsessed With Your Looks?

This Fall, You Should Wear

A Punk Rock Bag

What Fall Fashion Trend Should You Try?

Men See You As Playful

Men want a challenge and you are the perfect playmateYou know how to push men's buttons and attract a wide range of guysYou enjoy living and loving - it's one of your most attractive qualitiesMen are often consumed with desire for you, and you love that!

How Do Men See You?

Your Nail Polish Color is Magenta

How you're unique: You're confident - and you show everyone the true you Why your style rocks: You have the attitude to carry the most outrageous outfits off What this color says about you: "Look at me. I know you want to!"

What Color Nail Polish Best Fits You?

You Can Hang With the Guys and the Girls

You've struck a good balance between girlie and laid back.You can keep it casual but when you dress up, you are as girly as the next girl.

How Girlie Are You?

Your Scent is Key Lime

Sassy, real, and totally smoothYou're a total flirt who's always ready for a challenge!

What Scent Are You?

Your Vibe Is Somewhat Sexy

On a good day, you're the sexiest woman in the worldBut on a bad day, you can't help but feel a little averageTry to remember the times you've felt the sexiest...And keep that attitude even on the worst of days

How Sexy Is Your Vibe?

Your Fashion Style is Urban

You've got a style all your own... and it worksNot too trendy, not too freaky - you've got streetwear down to a scienceYou always look cute and put together, but keep it comfortable tooYou're the type of girl that creates trends and inspires others to be funky

What's" Your Fashion Style?

You Are a Normal Girl

You are 50% Good and 50% BadSure you've pulled some bad girl stunts in your past.But these days, you're (mostly) a good girl.

Are You a Good Girl or a Bad Girl?

You Are a Classic Bikini!

You are the type of gal who looks good in almost any bikini.Going for the understated look, you don't need a flashy bikini to turn heads.

What Kind of Bikini Are You?

You Are a Soft Kisser

Your kissing style is understated, but effective You give soft, sweet, and soulful kisses to your special guy And that's the key: he's got to be special to get your kiss Because you don't just go around kissing anyone

What's" Your Kissing Style?

Your Hat Personality Is A

Cloche Hat

What Hat Are You?

Your Reputation Is: Shy Girl

You've done pretty well in keeping your reputation protected..Problem is, no one really knows who you are!

What's" Your Reputation?

You are Dark Chocolate

You live your life with intensity, always going full force.You push yourself (and others) to the limit... you want more than you can handle.An extreme person, you challenge and inspire the world!

What Kind of Chocolate Are You?

You Are Skinny Heel Boots

You always look great - from your styled hair to your sleek boots.

What Kind of Boots Are You?

performance successful!

*talking to wilson*

WILSON IS A PIG! HE CALLS ME EVERYDAY! ...

ytd performance was still ok.. just that the sound system was bad. could really hear tt clearly. but it still help me in some way yep? performed with a new found friend called yi hao. he's really pro. played for 8 years alr.

tino is really my idol. damn li hai la. haha.. impromtu can help this gal play le. (cos this gal forgotten to bring her karaoke vcd..)

went to walk around marina square after tt. really change alot lo. haha.. tao ze (forgotten his real name..) was really very funny! and to think he got a ntu gf. haha.. damn surprise.

went to expo after tt. bought some things and also laptop! yeah.. visited avril also. =)

performance tmr..

*just watched tv*

ok, made a blunder. was suppose to go practise at mf but i didn't. but i didn't know!!! suan le. practised at home instead. my fingers are breaking!!! =(

meeting 2.30pm at city hall. tino just told me. well, hope everything goes well! *phew*

went to watch just like heaven with wilson just now. hey.. i find it ok only. but lotsa ppl told me it was a must-watch. maybe i'm tooo cold blooded? hmm..

and hey, sth funny. i fell off my chair while talking to wilson on my hp in the lab just now. damn stupid! luckily more than 1/2 of the class left alr. it was damn shit. n wth, they went to pull up the chair instead of me! ... thanks huh jooseng!

lotsa projects coming up. *cries* hopefully everything goes well. *pray*

had only dinner today. and ya, a bread for breakfast. gg on diet.. =p

anyway i find this gal damn pretty. i'll melt if i'm a guy.

but tooo bad she's in taiwan. haha..

guitar..

*talking to wilson on the phone*

made a blunder this morn. i tot i didn't bring my wallet out, then i called home to asked my parents to bring them to me, n who knows it was in my bag all along.. i still sorta say my mum lo.. oops!

luckily i made it for today's ma lec. sahar asked me to sit beside him, so i did.. and he drew all over his arm and notes! haha.. i think he regretted asking, somehow.

didn't do ma tut, but still manage to present. anyhow explain the ans. haha..

we got into the finals! haha.. happy.

went for guitar lesson just now. disasterous. aiya, suan le. must go practise.

WILSON DUN LET ME SLEEP! HE'S A PIG! SOMEBODY HELP!!! ...

quiz~

having rheumatism now. *cries*

had it man. gonna get scoldings from kim again! hey hey.. you also have tt prob ok. hee.. yah, i love bathing late and putting my feet in front of the fan. my feet always feel hot all the time!

went for the ict prelims just now. can't make it ba. i forgot the lyrics 1/2 way thru and anyhow sing! haha.. screwed up.

imagine we went to the wrong place for 4 times! sp auditorium, then to the "SuPerstar", then to the right place! but who knows the ict ppl mixed up the venue and went back to sb again. argh..

wilson was my maid! anyway thanks for carrying my bag around. =p it was pretty heavy. followed feli and i till sk. ok, to kovan, where i work. then he gotta take train back to sk to take a bus to amk. haha.. damn funny.

he commented lipeng was pretty. hee. ok, i wonder he is the no. wat..

slack a bit at work, then aileen came back cos she forgotten to bring her keys. haha.. so funny. sales was shitty today. and met a auntie kinda uncle. argh.. irritating. complain this and that to me dunno how to complain to singtel.

anyway, had this while i was working today. lipeng and i find it quite nice but aileen find it yucky.

tou hua with peanut paste..

after i mixed it up a bit..

went to visit cheeseng after work with aileen, alvin and lipeng. poor guy fractured his arm in ns. his msg sounded quite depressing ytd but luckily he looked ok today. guess some1 did the job. *oops* hee.

hmm.. a quiz for all of you.

if you were a top super model, and you are suppose to strip naked to take some photos, where will you choose?

a) meadow (cao yuan)
b) beach
c) bed
e) swimming pool/wen quan
f) inside the studio

this is to check which of your body part you are most confident of.

a) hair
b) boobs!
c) legs
d) waist
e) butt

haha.. are they correct? well, not for mine! =p

nonsense.. haha..

*listening to machi didi oh my! album*

hmm.. guess talent time went well? just that my mic spoil everything. it was tooo soft!

there was another group who same the same song as us. i wonder if he's on purpose. even sang the same song as wilson.. anyway joyce they all were damn funny! went str off when they start to sing. haha..

feli sang tooo! n she really look like a superstar! so many supporters. hee.

her singing FIR dunno wat song. haha..

another pic..

as for my photos.. well, i can't take pictures of myself. gotta wait for joyce to upload. haha..

sickening, having audit paper tmr. haven't even touch my notes. oh no! haha.. slack for a while 1st ba.

anyway took some pics of my food when i was eating the other day. the jap stall in century square (think either 2nd or 3rd level) is really great!

i couldn't finish my chicken so i mixed everything tgr..

mum with her yong tao hu..

was with wilson in town the other day and took this photo..

extra large xmas tree..

finally feel that the season is here! but tooo bad i won't be in singapore celebrating it. hmm..

talent time and preformance

*listening to lian ai ping lu*

"thanks" to joyce, intro me wilson. haha! am singing duet with this lame guy in sb talentime. interested? go my friendster "wilson II" c. tt guy damn famous got 2 accounts. anyway, hope tmr goes well. =)

might be performing on sat from 3-5pm at marina square? i forgotten the venue. FREE ALSO DUN COME DOWN! haha.. will pai seh lo.

hmm.. nth much to say le.

wanyi: gal, i'll miss you. so rmb to buy presents back! HAHAHA!!! =p

love..

try this one day- look down from the upper level in a shopping centre, and watch how people walk pass each other. no one can control who is going to walk pass you, let alone bumping into you and cross your path in life. from there, you can realise how precious are the people around you, and how much you should treasure those who choose to stay in your life. make them stay in your life and walk the path down with you. if they choose not to, that's fate, too.

take a step back n observe from afar
you'll realize that many things are out of your control
people that are fated will cross paths and may grow old together
ans people that aren't fated will just pass by each other
from there, it goes to show juz how precious certain things are in life
therefore, as long as you have done ur best, given a shot, the outcome isn't the most important thing.

there was this guy that realized that the girl of his life was still infatuated with her previous love. he put in so much to make it work between the both of them, and ultimately realized that no matter how much he had done to sustain their relationship, there was still a third party. it was hard at first, but as he thought n pondered about it, he began to see things more clearly.

one day, he asked the girl to meet him at the beach. the first thing he asked was "have u ever tried holding water with ur hand?"

"no matter how u try to hold and retain it, it will slip away from ur grasp."

many things are just out of your control. so as long as u have tried, you have done ur best.
despite any outcome, u have to face it. "i know when its the time to let go."

sometimes love is just like holding water in your hand. if it doesn't belong to you, letting it go might be a better choice.

but do you know, despite the fact that wanting you by my side is just the same as holding water with my hand, i still want to keep you there till the last moment until you decided to slip and join the sea.

written by jas (very little) n steph (most of it)
inspired by hk show

a night at zouk

*just woke up*

was at zouk ytd, and bloody hell.. i was drunk!

ok, i dunno if it's considered, cos i still know wat's gg on, but just that i was damn giddy.

anyway, sorry belle, clarice, lipeng, dorena, jessica, zhen zhen, wenkwang and steve, but wo zhen de jiu liang bu hao. ok, it's chao lan.

i dunno whether it's really i drink that much (cos jason and steve kept bringing drinks over..), or it's just simply that i cannot drink. wat the hell la.. wenkwang will not bring me to club anymore. RIGHT KWANG? haha..

anyway YOU FINALLY SAW LIPENG RIGHT? AS PRETTY RIGHT? (dun kill me..)

find this quite amusing. ok, from wat i rmb, kwang hao xin buy sour plums for me (issit sour plums?), and bloody hell i vomited after tt. i sorta msg to scold him n he still reply me sorry.. HAHAHA..

n i think clarice really take care of me alot. right clarice? *hee* thanks! luckily call you over. if not i think i'll just die there.

did i see jessica smoking ytd? hmmm.

i think i was just as bad as lipeng. no, worse. kill me! i'm worse than a starter.

haha..

*boring* at iap

having iap now. hmm.. proj lesson? wateva you call it..

anyway my internet at home is temporary down. hmm.. so won't see me for the time being yep? except when i'm in sch.

hmm.. suppose to go sun tanning on sat with kim and wanyi, but tooo bad the weather thinks that day ain't the day to be black, so we went town to shop instead. haha! kim couldn't find her puma bag. kim, ren ming ba! the bag is scared of you! who ask you to be so black. (fyi: the bag is white in colour)

finally took back my hand cuff fr sahar, and return his bracelet as well. anyway sahar cut botak again!!! haha.. but he's still as cute as ever. *hee*

anyway lyn, i miss you tooo! i miss your crapping! as well as marie's nonsense. haha! let's bully sahar tgr k?

just realise the portion of my hair where i bleach is dying. ok, it's dead. it doesn't seems to curl. hmmm.

finally got jay's new album. i love the si mian chu ge. how he sorta insult paparazzi? damn interesting! =p

ok, i better go back to do my proj. will upload more interesting photos when my net's up again. =) kim, beware! haha..

a day with kim, wanyi, jinghui

chatted to wanyi till 3am in the morn, and tt stupid gal tempted me with hotcakes to eat mac breakfast. haha! due to tt i skipped audit lecture and didn't go to sch. ok, dun feel like gg in the first place either. adeline ooi simply can't teach. (hopefully she's not really this..)

msg-ed kim to asked if she wan2 join us, but who knows she's in sch and said jinghui and her will join us in the afternoon after their lessons instead. haha~ n you can sorta guess how havoc it is in my house..

tooo bad wanyi gotta leave early cos she's meeting roland. anyway there are some photos to entertain yourself.. which i took to entertain myself? haa~

anyway thanks gal for those songs! my bro like those maksim songs. =)

stooopid jinghui and kim in my house! they were using my com and lying on my bed like nobody's business..

kim and her silly expression..

my soft toys! plus kim's.. erm.. 2 fingers? haha..

my dressing table. =)

my digi cam batt went flat. shall upload the other photos some other time. =) kim&jh, beware of those ugly photos. haha!

work was boring. watched a bit of "the prince who turn into a frog" with natee just now. (anyway he's my cousin. shuai lo.. right kim? hee.)

working with mingxuan in the morn. hopefully there's sales. hee.

kim&wanyi: cya on sat! =)

You're a Playful Kisser

You're a Playful Kisser

Kissing is a huge game for you, a way to flirt and playYou're the first one to suggest playing spin the bottle at a partyOr you'll go for the wild kiss during a game of truth or dareAnd you're up for kissing any sexy stranger if the mood is right!

What Kind of Kisser Are You?

boring day

*on the phone with wanyi*

went out with my mum in the evening.

we met this selfish women in cp. we met this women in the lift who was pushing a baby cart with his husband. she should understand the lift was pack so you'd take some time to get out of the lift. but she just comment "everybody got hands and feet y everyone takes the lift?" wth.. wat's wrong man. both she and her family got hands and legs lo. it's not as if she own the shopping centre.. some people just dun think with their brains.

jurong told me there was a student plan for starhub, so went to change my plan when my mum n i were in ps. need admin fee of 10bucks.. but it's worth it. 1000sms. hehhehheh..

natee is in my house now. he's BLACK! played tooo much bball after his exams. watching tv now with my bro now, i think. wonder if they are asleep.

*yawn* sch tmr fr 12nn-1pm, then working in the evening. stooopid. gonna eat instant noodles for dinner to save money. hee.

work work and work

ok, i can see ppl starting to complain. i better start blogging. =p

*watching naruto now*

hmm.. didn't do much this wk. only went to watch deuce bigalow with wanyi on wed after work. lame show, but it's enough to make me laugh. i guess the most disgusting is the gal with the p**** on the face. yucks! no way i'm gonna live like tt man. *touch wood*

just merely work almost every single day. no choice. i'm broke!

hmm.. practice wasn't very good today. didn't manage to accomplish much. should really buck up and practise more. right gp?

went to sim lim to get some stuffs with my mum in the afternoon and did some shopping at bugis after tt. bugis village really become very nice. tooo bad didn't have the time to shop there. shall go there again next time. =)

it's a selfish world

i think this is damn true, you never learn how to appreciate till something happens, or even worse, when you are on the verge of losing it. i love my family all along, but i realised that i didn't put enough effort in it all the while. i took everything for granted. mum and dad dotes on me alot, n i never repay them anything. i only know how to ask for more. i'm so ashame of myself.

one more thing tt i've learnt- not to be dependent on another person. it will seems like the end of the whole when that person leave you, even if he/she is actually unwilling to do so. i dun think anybody wan2 let the person worry about you either, esp if it's an impt person.

i'm praying hard that i would be strong. pls give me the strength to think for others, give me the strength not to let any1 worry for me, and pls give me the strength to take care of others. i dun wan2 be a person who will need another person to live, but rather be a person who need me to live. pls give me a strong shoulder to take care of wat needs to be taken care of and never need to leave them.

ok, maybe it's just screwed up. nobody will be able to be there for any person forever. tian xia mei you bu san de yan xi.

maybe i should say, pls give my love ones to carry on with their lives even without the person whom they are dependent on and live happily. pls let my loves ones know my love for them.
i wonder why ppl's heart grow smaller as they grow older. kids dun mind sharing their sweets with others kids, but i can see adults' unwillingness even just to share a table when they are in a crowded foodcourt. they praised washington for admiting after cutting down the apple tree, but why do ppl get charge in court when they say out their views in their blogs? let's say even if their points are wrong, but issit the right wat to charge them to get their rights back? adults are just making their life more and more complicated. y can't they be pure and innocent like kids? i think the world would be a better place to live in. do you understand the feeling of living in fear that any1 would just stab you in the bad? hey, this is not just gonna be you enemy who's gonna do that. it might just be any1, even those who smile in you face. even those who claim you are their best friends. i'm those whose hearts dun grow smaller, but rather, weaker. lesser ppl can be trust and the will and hope to carry on living fades gradually. luckily i know ppl who are of me this kind, rather than the other. i'd have be dead by now if all the ppl around me are of the 1st kind.

the world is just selfish. no footstep will stop for you. the earth will just keep on turning, and you have to keep walking to prevent from being left behind.

=)

have you ever tried blogging and everytime everything just disappear in split sec?

i did.

twice some more.

i'm dead for tmr's paper.

n i just permed my hair.

the guy who did my hair was kinda cute.

=)

stupid day at woodlands

stupid feli! made me and joyce laughed like nobody's business and throw our faces in woodlands!

i bet the person who wanted us to do survey will rmb us for life! thanks huh feli!

anyway she doesn't read my blog! =p

*as we were walking towards woodlands interchange fr causeway point, a person who wanted us to survey for him approached us*

guy: hey gals, do you mind helping us to do survey? our surveys need to be done by students like you all.

feli: oh no we ain't students, we are working.. (joyce ignored him, i busy msging)

guy: erm.. actually we need working adults as well. *smiles*

feli: oh no! we are students.

-,-" thanks huh feli. anyway joyce and i laughed like crazy!

joyce, you can copy and paste in you blog le. hahahahahaha!!!

thanks puppy for getting me the anti racism band. hee.
hmm.. anyway the livestrong band is guang gimmi de.
who will get me the next band? haha~

mine is soooooooooooo much nicer. =p

study study study..

i'm dead. didn't really study much today.

went town to study with zhiwei, then to eat dinner with kim, wanyi, yuwei, mer and zhiwei.

had fish&co.. 1st time there. kinda good. =)

kim, wanyi, yuwei: just think of the kids over at cambodia and look at the leftovers! (at least i made them into sauce ok.. =p)

thanks yuwei for accompany me till.. 5am+? still counting on. haha!

ehh, wat colour do you want? haha..

HATE MUGGING!

i seriously HATE studying.

anyone out there can you just kill me? just let me die..

i wish i could just give up like that but i know it's out of point.

*cries*

=)

just out with a psycho after work last night. haha!

slacked at starbucks, then mac. i bet those mac staffs alr recognise our faces!

had a nice chat. finally found someone who can understands what the hell is going on in my mind. it's takes another psycho to understand another. haha!

came home only this morn. bought mac breakfast to prevent them from nagging at me. *oops*

slept till 3pm. bro was talking so loudly till he woke me up.

i think i should really start to revise. hee.

missing you

i'm getting emotional. it's either the song or because i'm all alone.

alone as in.. i'm not talking to anyone else. normally i'm either sms-ing or chatting online or mum/dad/bro is just around to let me disturb. maybe i'm just too dependent on everyone.

maybe i'm just insane. i'm finding the reason why am i here. or rather, why am i still here? sometimes it's just meaningless to live in this whole.

everyone is going thru the same thing. you know those growing up stages and stuffs. i'm just craving for something different. maybe not those REALLY DIFFERENT things, but as in those wat normal ppl won't go thru.

ok, i dunno wat i'm talking about.

currently missing alot of people.

i miss kim, wanyi, yuwei, zhiwei, sahar, avril, clarice, yanting.

in short, i miss my friends. =)

tuo mao chimpanzee

so funny so funny~


dad (to my bro): you look like a chimpanzee- thick hair plus dark skin tone.

mum: all thanks to you. it's your genes.

me (to dad): you look like one too, just that you are older and hair is thinner. =p

bro: no la, you just merely tuo mao. (drop hair)

*all laughed like hell, including my dad*

omg. my bro said that my dad look like an old chimpanzee who just tuo mao. haha~

thank god

*just put down the phone with kim*

stupid kim. with jinghui still call me. but jinghui was cute. haha! n funny.

worked just now. was thinking quite alot when i was working.

maybe i really shouldn't complain so much. maybe coming into this world isn't as bad as i thought.

sometimes when i dun get the things i want doesn't mean the end of the world. ok, it is not. haha! maybe not able to stand up on stage to sing to everyone doesn't mean no one likes to hear me sing. thanks clarice for complimenting when i sing. =)

well, i guess the thought of being able the stand up on stage above anyone else and the kinda recognition you get is just a dream come true for every person who yearns to be a singer. right mf peeps?

hmm.. maybe not being able to do that isn't as bad as it seems. or rather, being able to do that doesn't seems that good actually. maybe singers don't get to do wat they want. or even worse, they don't get to sing the kinda style/songs they actually want? haha! ok, maybe i'm just jealous. =p

getting applause fr outside the toilet and in ktv rooms don't seem that bad. there might even be peeps who sing better than me out there somewhere in this world who dun even have anybody to support them. well.. i still have friends who loves me to sing, right? =) u better say yes if not i'll just slaughter you into pieces.

hmm.. perhaps i should be glad with what i have. thank god for giving me the passion for music along with a good vocal. thank god for blessing me with a happy family. thanks god for letting me have so many friends who are truely concern for me deep down.

an unlucky day

*just came back from performance*

hmm.. i think i hate quite a bad day today. things didn't go well.. for like almost everything? apologises to those i sorta flare my temper at. hmm.. but how big will my temper be, right? haha.. i dun think it's that bad.

anyway i really hate my audit tutor (i forget her name). she's such an irritant! but she's really unlucky to have me as her student. i kept showing her attitude. =p wateva..

ok, iap is finally gone! i believe every accounting student is so relieve about this. haha! believe me ppl, it suck! finally i can concentrate on studying for exams. hmm.. well, i dun think i'd be looking forward to it either. =p

guang put me aeroplane today to go out with steve. *sad-ed* but wat he say was kinda true, he didn't promise me in the 1st place. =p but i'm still pissed. guang, u better remember wat u promise me- an ice cream treat and the longest yard. or else i won't talk to u again! haha..

steve, so did u actually owe me a treat or do i still owe u? cos guang msg me to call him, but he didn't call me! =p ok set, U owe ME! haha..

hmm.. puppy's birthday coming, wat should i get for him? haha.. maybe just get him another companion - another puppy. haha.. tt'd be sooo cute!

anyway jiang zhou percussion group is sooo pro! i really sorta feel inferior about it. i think i should really buck up. jia you!

kk, not gonna wait for guang's call me. i'm gg to BED! zzz..

=(

just did general ledger for payroll in iap.

iap just suck.

i'm just so tired and sick of sch.

i hate everyone. (except some)

i'm just so tired thinking about everything.

i wish i dun have to think about anything.

i hate myself for thinking and caring for everyone.

it's just so difficult to keep everyone happy, including myself.

can everyone just leave me alone?

玩偶

just wrote out some lyrics. no inspiration for the tune. anybody wan2 help? =)

镜子里的人
仿佛曾被折腾
从没见过更不开兴的笑
却是为了笑而笑

我喜欢着他的喜欢
爱着他的最爱
内心里的世界
从不被允许或理解

你把我当玩具 我却傻傻地依你
强颜欢笑的笑 让我更伤心的心
我屑下了面具 看见丑陋的自己
心灵中的创伤 和一条 永远去不掉的疤

我把自己交给你 命运有木偶般的玄

*just came back from work*

oops! kim's complaining! i better start blogging. haha!

hmm.. had MA lab test ytd. i find it ok but somehow my ans weren't the same as others. hmm.. wateva it is i just HOPE i won't flunk! =p

skipped audit lec ytd to meet my mum earlier in town. kinda guilty cos gotta let her go home herself while i went to watch movie with yilong, richard and sinyee. sorry mama! thou she won't read my blog.

anyway my mum ended up late also, so i went ps to walk around alone for a while. aiming for a few tops and dresses in poa, and shopped for some storybooks in times, cos wanyi gave me some times vouchers. didn't managed to buy anything, but gg back again soon.

hmm.. went to shop around in town after met up my mum. haha.. i think we r sorta bad influence to each other. let's c wat we bought:

mama
1. mickey pouch ($19)
2. 2 necklace ($6.90+$8.90)
3. 2 bracelet ($3.90+$12.90)
4. 2 earrings ($2.90+$5.90)

jasmine
1. mickey shoes ($52)
2. necklace ($9.90)

haha! told u ppl! ok, i'm a much bad influence compared to her. right yuwei? hee. she said cos dad dun let us buy cheap stuffs. ok, not exactly cheap.. but far east tt kinda style, cos he said they won't last. haha! ok, not exactly my fault. blame it on him!

visited richard at clinique. haha! wan2 get discount fr him. hmm.. caught him chatting on the phone while work. oops! anyway he was great. know quite alot. thanks richard! =)

anyway the movie was drink drank drunk. all thanks to richard he we were late for the movie! but it was great nonetheless. daniel wu is sooo shuai! and so r the other chefs. hmm.. thou it's just a typical romance show but i still love it!

saw wenguang at gio and after his work. he grew so thin la! stress right? n he was telling me how he got scolded at work. u so good tempered still will get scoldings. diao~ anyway i miss u k? wan2 go ktv asap! haha.. stupid guang. jia you! =)

saw waiseong, mervin and kok hao on our way home. i feel so stupid staring at kok hao and only realised it's him after a few mins. argh..

here comes the funny part. took a pic of richard and sinyee, n i wanted to bluetooth richard, but somehow it only manage to get over when they reach kovan. (where they alight and ate supper but yilong and i dun wan2 go) total was 271kb, so we still waited for it to transfer, hoping it will get thru, but who knows the train went off at 252kb! omg! feel so stupid la. haha.. esp with tt look on his face.

kk, tt's the end of ytd.

hmm.. nth much happened today. went jogging with ziyi in sch early in the morn. *yawn* but somehow i slack alot compared to last time. i better practise more! i dun wan2 fail my nafa! =p

we went to the opt side to be the opt students' "bai lao shu". let them test our eye sights. haha! anyway casper (ziyi's friend) is really WHITE! haha..

hmm.. went work after tt. had NO LUCK today! or should i say BAD LUCK? lots of difficult customers, plus always do the wrong things. gg work tmr again, hopefully it won't b like tt tmr..

kim: i blogged! haha..

miss gp! so long never c them le.. =(

boring day..

was studying for afa. haven't practise anything yet. hopefully i won't FAIL! simply hate and scared of afa..

watched wedding crasher with yansze on mon after audit paper. it was great! it was hilarious.. i couldn't stop laughing.

took neo prints with her also. she's a pro in tt area. really know how to choose the type machine and decorate the pictures. haha.. wait till she send me the pictures then i'll post it them here k? zhiwei, *ahem* i welcome u to see the pictures. haha..

slept at 7am tis morn. was chatting with puppy and studying afa.

wanted to bid an emily watch but.. nvm. was outbidden by a guy at the last 10 sec. =(

hmm.. shall update more next time. my life's kinda boring nowadays.

*miss kim and wanyi*

going sch on sat to practise 2.4 and gg sentosa to meet wanyi after tt.

studying day..

hey, thanks ppl. =) so happy that so many ppl are concern about me. *muacks* i'm ok le. maybe i'm just to paranoid tt night. =p

studied a bit of audit just now. realised i didn't copy my notes! argh~ wat the hell am i doin in class..

i'm gonna do my afa tut. haven't even done 1 since the sem starts. haha.. really lots of catch up.

i'm feeling so frustrated. *argh*

i think the relationship between humans are so freaking complicating. not just about love, but also friends, family etc..

i admit bgr are the most complicating and irritating ones. but maybe i've been thinking too much, so the rest seems so irritating as bgrs.

i think wat kim said was so true. in bgrs, wat comes outta it will all be the same- everything will eventually become nth. one of them (which mostly turn out to be the guys) will get sick of the other one thou the other one love him/her like hell, and breakup will be the outcome.

here's wat kim advised me->
perhaps now u jus enjoy the good side of it....
dun go think bt the future le
if tt day really comes... den jus tell urself. i've enjoyed the good
i mus move on...

eh.. i dun think so can move on so easily lo. it's gonna be torturous.

there's someone whom i actually can fall easily for, but i'm building a barrier around me. i just feel that nth good will come out from a r/s. after my previous one, i'm really losing my confident in guys. hmm.. maybe i just need someone whom i cannot really believe in to change my point of view.

even my mum and my boss say, everything will be discount after sometimes. courtship, they'll put 110% heart and soul, after u accepted him, 100%, few months l8r 80% and so on.. hey, after hearing all these, how can i trust any1?

i really have friends who treat me as F-R-I-E-N-D, and i seriously appreciate them. but it really suck when u treat friends as real friends and realised how hard they are stabbing you in the back. ouch, tt hurts. pls ppl, it just hurts to much to know tt, and it hurts even more when i have to smile at you in the face althou i know u are the one who have to draining away my blood all along. it just suck.

to my real friends, i love you. seriously do. u've always be there for me when i need you, n i'll always be there when u need me, regardless of any circumstances.

maybe i should really go sort out my tots. too much information. thinking a bit too much. give me some time.

zhiwei heavy colour light friends

i shall dedicate tis entry to ZHIWEI! tt zhong se qin you de friend! hmph. tag on YANSZE's blog never tag on my blog!

you are gonna be dead. so bu zi dong need me to say then will tag! haha.. now is tag also wrong dun tag also wrong.. =x

check the photo out. beware of tis guy. haha!

btw.. sorry weisheng to have you involve. =p

shitty day

my day is like shit!

singing exam was destroyed by the bunch of china kids. damn stupid la! noisy like wat?!?! ...

theory wasn't good either. zhang fan lao shi hit my head to keep me my concentration there. haha..

work suck too. i took 2hours to finish my dinner. (or issit lunch?) argh.. plus got unreasonable customers. suck!

hopefully tmr will be a better day with gp gals.

i'm burnt! pain pain PAIN!!!

a day at sentosa! =)

*just bathed*

went sentosa with YILONG today. haha.. kena "forced". *oops* just kidding. hee.

nearly can't woke up today. slept at around 3am+ last night. sorry yilong had to make you gimmi morn call.

yilong taught me how to play volley ball. sorry yilong if i was very lan. let's play again next time k? must train me ya? hee.

saw an ugly crab and a stupid fish at the beach. haha.. so funny!

banana came to find us and chatted for awhile. for once she never put aeroplane! haha..

ate at subway after playing for the 1st time. i was like sooo hungry! and the chocolate cookies are really nice! thanks yilong for giving me more of the cookies. hee.

i'm really burnt! my hands are BURNT! CHARCOAL! haha.. *argh*

next aim: YILONG'S SKIN TONE! haha..

=)

*just woke up*

hmm.. finally went to repair my e700a ytd. think gg to collect it tmr.

helped aileen to send k750i for repair also. the guy at the counter was cute! had hazel eyes. omg.

mer accompanied me all the way. then we sorta went shopping.

went to work after tt. dawn was my partner. i bloody hell met a shitty customer. hopefully she get run down by a car.

finally see roland ytd. looks kinda mixed blood.

gg to ktv with shulin l8r to practise. exams around the corner! =p

=)

finally i got the time to blog! hmm..

*just came back from work*

finally hols r here! haha.. i wan2 relax. i simply hate iap to the core. dun even think of mentioning it in my face..

22/7- skipped audit lec due to ziyi (she taught me bad) and went to work after tt. yuwei come find me n we went out after tt.
hey sorry puppy made you wait. =( but anyway thanks for everything. =)

23/7-supposed to go centre point with my family but my dad refused to go there! argh~ to think i got so many things to repair. suan le.. so went for gp practice instead as there's a performance on sun..

24/7-went for performance. hmm.. it's ok la, just tt i'm not as enthu. stage too small. =p haha.. went to work again after tt!

erm.. weisheng, must remind me i still owe you money hor. haha..

new blog!!!

yes! finally got my new blog done! hey.. is tis explanation good enough for not updating for so long? hee.

finally my iap project is done for tis sem! wat we left is to touch up and check a bit more.. i'm lazy. just let me do it tonight. *bleah*

as usual, went sch n didn't do my afa tutorial. hmm.. nth much about today.

maybe just let me update a bit of wat i did last few days?

17/7- went for percussion practice and thank yuwei for sending us back after practice! n i love lipeng. *muack*

18/7- watched all about dogs with mervyn and yuwei. it suck! ppl, pls dun watch it.

19/7- watched fantastic 4 with yansze, weisheng and zhiwei. new friend! thanks weisheng for sending us home! =)

20/7- hmm.. i shall keep that a secret. my good friends will know when the time ripes. hee.

21/7- gg for guitar lesson l8r..