work work and work

ok, i can see ppl starting to complain. i better start blogging. =p

*watching naruto now*

hmm.. didn't do much this wk. only went to watch deuce bigalow with wanyi on wed after work. lame show, but it's enough to make me laugh. i guess the most disgusting is the gal with the p**** on the face. yucks! no way i'm gonna live like tt man. *touch wood*

just merely work almost every single day. no choice. i'm broke!

hmm.. practice wasn't very good today. didn't manage to accomplish much. should really buck up and practise more. right gp?

went to sim lim to get some stuffs with my mum in the afternoon and did some shopping at bugis after tt. bugis village really become very nice. tooo bad didn't have the time to shop there. shall go there again next time. =)

it's a selfish world

i think this is damn true, you never learn how to appreciate till something happens, or even worse, when you are on the verge of losing it. i love my family all along, but i realised that i didn't put enough effort in it all the while. i took everything for granted. mum and dad dotes on me alot, n i never repay them anything. i only know how to ask for more. i'm so ashame of myself.

one more thing tt i've learnt- not to be dependent on another person. it will seems like the end of the whole when that person leave you, even if he/she is actually unwilling to do so. i dun think anybody wan2 let the person worry about you either, esp if it's an impt person.

i'm praying hard that i would be strong. pls give me the strength to think for others, give me the strength not to let any1 worry for me, and pls give me the strength to take care of others. i dun wan2 be a person who will need another person to live, but rather be a person who need me to live. pls give me a strong shoulder to take care of wat needs to be taken care of and never need to leave them.

ok, maybe it's just screwed up. nobody will be able to be there for any person forever. tian xia mei you bu san de yan xi.

maybe i should say, pls give my love ones to carry on with their lives even without the person whom they are dependent on and live happily. pls let my loves ones know my love for them.
i wonder why ppl's heart grow smaller as they grow older. kids dun mind sharing their sweets with others kids, but i can see adults' unwillingness even just to share a table when they are in a crowded foodcourt. they praised washington for admiting after cutting down the apple tree, but why do ppl get charge in court when they say out their views in their blogs? let's say even if their points are wrong, but issit the right wat to charge them to get their rights back? adults are just making their life more and more complicated. y can't they be pure and innocent like kids? i think the world would be a better place to live in. do you understand the feeling of living in fear that any1 would just stab you in the bad? hey, this is not just gonna be you enemy who's gonna do that. it might just be any1, even those who smile in you face. even those who claim you are their best friends. i'm those whose hearts dun grow smaller, but rather, weaker. lesser ppl can be trust and the will and hope to carry on living fades gradually. luckily i know ppl who are of me this kind, rather than the other. i'd have be dead by now if all the ppl around me are of the 1st kind.

the world is just selfish. no footstep will stop for you. the earth will just keep on turning, and you have to keep walking to prevent from being left behind.

=)

have you ever tried blogging and everytime everything just disappear in split sec?

i did.

twice some more.

i'm dead for tmr's paper.

n i just permed my hair.

the guy who did my hair was kinda cute.

=)

stupid day at woodlands

stupid feli! made me and joyce laughed like nobody's business and throw our faces in woodlands!

i bet the person who wanted us to do survey will rmb us for life! thanks huh feli!

anyway she doesn't read my blog! =p

*as we were walking towards woodlands interchange fr causeway point, a person who wanted us to survey for him approached us*

guy: hey gals, do you mind helping us to do survey? our surveys need to be done by students like you all.

feli: oh no we ain't students, we are working.. (joyce ignored him, i busy msging)

guy: erm.. actually we need working adults as well. *smiles*

feli: oh no! we are students.

-,-" thanks huh feli. anyway joyce and i laughed like crazy!

joyce, you can copy and paste in you blog le. hahahahahaha!!!

thanks puppy for getting me the anti racism band. hee.
hmm.. anyway the livestrong band is guang gimmi de.
who will get me the next band? haha~

mine is soooooooooooo much nicer. =p

study study study..

i'm dead. didn't really study much today.

went town to study with zhiwei, then to eat dinner with kim, wanyi, yuwei, mer and zhiwei.

had fish&co.. 1st time there. kinda good. =)

kim, wanyi, yuwei: just think of the kids over at cambodia and look at the leftovers! (at least i made them into sauce ok.. =p)

thanks yuwei for accompany me till.. 5am+? still counting on. haha!

ehh, wat colour do you want? haha..

HATE MUGGING!

i seriously HATE studying.

anyone out there can you just kill me? just let me die..

i wish i could just give up like that but i know it's out of point.

*cries*

=)

just out with a psycho after work last night. haha!

slacked at starbucks, then mac. i bet those mac staffs alr recognise our faces!

had a nice chat. finally found someone who can understands what the hell is going on in my mind. it's takes another psycho to understand another. haha!

came home only this morn. bought mac breakfast to prevent them from nagging at me. *oops*

slept till 3pm. bro was talking so loudly till he woke me up.

i think i should really start to revise. hee.

missing you

i'm getting emotional. it's either the song or because i'm all alone.

alone as in.. i'm not talking to anyone else. normally i'm either sms-ing or chatting online or mum/dad/bro is just around to let me disturb. maybe i'm just too dependent on everyone.

maybe i'm just insane. i'm finding the reason why am i here. or rather, why am i still here? sometimes it's just meaningless to live in this whole.

everyone is going thru the same thing. you know those growing up stages and stuffs. i'm just craving for something different. maybe not those REALLY DIFFERENT things, but as in those wat normal ppl won't go thru.

ok, i dunno wat i'm talking about.

currently missing alot of people.

i miss kim, wanyi, yuwei, zhiwei, sahar, avril, clarice, yanting.

in short, i miss my friends. =)

tuo mao chimpanzee

so funny so funny~


dad (to my bro): you look like a chimpanzee- thick hair plus dark skin tone.

mum: all thanks to you. it's your genes.

me (to dad): you look like one too, just that you are older and hair is thinner. =p

bro: no la, you just merely tuo mao. (drop hair)

*all laughed like hell, including my dad*

omg. my bro said that my dad look like an old chimpanzee who just tuo mao. haha~