samson lame

my revenge:
proud to present you, the pig.

hokkien bond

lol. SAMSOM LAM(E) MADE THIS.

new hair!

just the other day, i was still looking like this.

now, i look like this.

lol. actually i sorta look thru net and try to find styles (short) tt i like, and here are those style..

(i told the stylist i wan her fring!)

hmm.. but somehow my mum tagged along, and she forbade me (though she didn't say out) to cut short, so i ended up like this.

she was frantically flipping the toni&guy's mag, and see if there's anything else looonger than wat i wanted, and i like.

mama: ehh, this 1 nice or not?
me: like not bad leh.
angelina (my stylist): yahh. quite nice. you wana try?
me: ohh, okk..

tt's how i ended up like tt.

but.. nice not? =ppp

horoscope

my horoscope for today!

Overview:
There's a hole in your heart where a certain person used to reside. You can try to distract yourself, but you know you won't feel complete until you find a way to reconcile. Call them up as soon as possible. (a BIG hole.)

Extended:
Today you will be the beacon that all others follow. Your leadership potential has slowly (but surely) been maturing, and now you will be able to step confidently into the role as leader. This is a new beginning for you, something you can really sink your teeth into. So go ahead and get excited! Your responsibilities might not rival those of world leaders, but they will be important to you -- and that is all that matters. It is okay to admit that you don't know it all. (lol. not really.)

Single's Love:
It's time to toss that 'to-do' list out the window -- along with that must-have list for any potential dates. Scrap all your expectations. Your guidelines are far too narrow. It's time to let the universe drive. (hmm.. they ain't high expectations. i just have requirements.)

Work:
You can indulge your customers' petty demands much more easily than usual, and you might make a few folks extremely happy to do business with you -- at no extra cost to you. (lol. no frontline job today.)

Flirt:
You need to just kick back and chill right now. You're feeling great, and there's no reason for you to push yourself hard -- after all, you've been pretty busy in the recent past. (hmm.. alright la. not THAT busy.

BeautyScope:
You are as alluring as it gets these days. Mirror that inner intensity with jewel-toned nails, richly lined lips and a shine-boosting hair pomade. Remember: Your sparkling mood deserves an equally eye-catching exterior! (lol. so not my style!)

AstroSlam:
You'll insist on being your slow, methodical self today in spite of the fact that the rest the world is moving at warp speed. You'll have a blast infuriating everyone while you relax and take your sweet time. Hee hee .... (omg. i think i am.)

WeeklyOverview:
Loyalty means the world to you on Monday, and your friends are as loyal as Labradors. A picnic on Tuesday lifts your spirits. The blue sky, the green grass, friends -- all the great picnic virtues are out in full force. Enjoy it, because Wednesday throws you back into the grind of everyday life: your job, your responsibilities, your bills. On Thursday and Friday, communicating your feelings doesn't occur to you, which is exactly why you should. There's a lot happening, and your pals would like to support you in any way they can. A party is in order this weekend. (so true! i'm gg for steve's bday celebration this sat!)

aye. boooring entry!

puss caterpillar

have you seen a caterpillar this cute?



lol. it stings. luckily it can only be found in america.

my blog is down!

is there sth wrong with my blog? i can't see the column (which used to be at the left side of the page).

yes, i think it's seriously sth wrong. i cannot see it from my own coms, nor the ones at the office's.

ahh!!! gimmi some time to fix it. =)

done!

congrats milopeng

dreams do come true, ain't it?

with another 2 of your bestest friends, those whom you grew up with, to win one of the biggest competition in singapore, and to have an album produced? i think that's the biggest thing god will ever give anyone.

wateva it is, i'm still glad they won (65%). i voted for them alright! (heyy.. even though it's one vote, it still makes a difference.) *anticipating for their album*

ok, back to the point. dreams do come true, but the thing is, dreams do not come true for everyone. e.g. me.

i know some people will just go "please jasmine you don't know how lucky you already are", or "please be contented". i know i am, but still, my dreams are only with me during the time i sleep.

maybe i didn't work hard enough.
or maybe it's just fated that it won't come true.

i dunno issit it's the low part of my life now. (you know that kinda graph where it falls below 0) everything just seems to go wrong.

i quarrelled with almost everyone.
my guitars skills definitely ain't gg smoothly as i expected.
i'm forbade to go jb with shikin.
percussion-ing just ain't gg the way i wanted.

i'm passing days thinking, like, "i hope the lower part of the day will be better". gosh. how am i gonna live till 70?! (the life line on my palm shows i'll live pass 70.)

maybe the way to live is to be oblivious to everything. the lesser you know, the happier. if i do not know my own capabilities to do anything, i might not try striving for it, and end up in disappointment.

maybe jealousy just gets the better of me.

sick of tired

i'm so sick and tired of caring.

i mean, does it even matter?

i'm so sick of living. if i know the other world isn't that scary, i rather die.

nobody LISTENS

now i know why i like being a sales person.

because i'm a sales person for that particular shop/brand/store/wateva, people tend to listen to you more. e.g. since i'm working in apple kovan, others will tend to listen to me when i speak anything regarding singtel/singnet/hand phones. they'll heed your advices and opinions seriously, and give respect when you speak. they don't say " no la, tt's not true!" and go blahblah blah about wat they think. (yes, i admit there are still customers who don't take you seriously, but i said TEND TO.)

i know everyone thinks wat they know are right (same applies to me), but that doesn't mean they are right, or at least other people think like you.

example1: a poster was written "experience the breakfast at suntec city, shaw house blahblah blah.."

A: hey! i'd love to try this new breakfast. now i can buy it whenever i pass by Mac. heyy, but it doesn't say it's available at the Tampines outlet.
Me: ohh yahh..
B: It doesn't say it's only available at those places. It says "experience it", not "only available".
Me: not necessary. It'd be pointless if they write it there when it's available at other outlets right?
A: heyy, you reminds me of somebody. always just to a defensive mode and never admit defeat.

hello??? are you sure it's that case? does that mean i cannot have a different opinion and say it out? *faint* wat is the world coming to.

being defensive and having a second opinion,
being haughty and being proud and confident of something,
taking initiative and being a smart alec,

is just a line away.

sometimes i just wana keep my mouth shut and never to speak.

ohh not. they might just think i'm a haughty-cold-living-in-its-own-world creature.

my perfect dream

i hatta dream on sat, and a looong one indeed. i had 3 glasses of wine, 'cause my mum told me you'll have nice and dreamless night afterwards. i think my long long dream sorta prove this theory wrong.

but.. i think it was the most wonderful dream. the kinda dream you won't wana wake up.

btw, the guy who i dreamt of is the one who acted in "i not stupid tooo". named cheng cai in that show, and nicknamed nutzhen (joshua).
i forgotten about the courtship part. well.. i dun think it's that important. we sorta couldn't get along at first, but dunno why we had the sparks between us after that.

we got together, and the days we spent together was the most special moments i ever felt. it had nothing to do with his stardom thingy, nor with his fame in singapore. even though it's just a dream, i could still even feel it now. the feeling won't go away.
it's nothing similar to the relationship i had with johnny, nor anyone else. it was different. the kind you feel the you are just missing part for each other. you wana know more about him, and willing to share with him those he don't know.

we went to a stall in this particular hawker centre (which i dunno where), and we hatta sit in front of the stall to eat! and we went to this melody (you know the rabbit who always hang out with a kitty named hello?) store located in downtown east (dun ask me when is there such a store there) to buy a present for i-dun-rmb-who person.

the most ridiculous thing is he told me he was 183cm when i asked about his ht. -.- try buying 4d with that!

maybe it was hinting not be confused by the love between a guy i will love, and those idols i idolised. =ppp

it just yearn me to have a bf even more.

yeah yeahh, i know. i should just lower my expectations. heyy, isn't it low enough to eat in front of a hawker stall and be still so in love with that guy? =D