r/s

have i ever talked about r/s in this blog? lol. nvm.

went out with stephy aka ahhtoott ytd. chatted alot positive stuffs about r/s, but dunno why my thinking just change today.

it suppose to be kinda saddening when you were have little chats with friends and saying 'blah blah broke up with the bf, blah blah betray blah blah blah..' but now everything about this kinda stuffs seems so common.. so li suo dang ran.

kinda doubt anyone ever take r/s seriously nowadays.

you guys fall in love with each other's appearance,
chatted and realised chemistry were in the air,
accepted each other as bf/gf,
had your honeymoon period,
everything just seems to be a routine after that,
begin to take each other for granted,
one ignoring the other which the other chasing and complaining why her/his the one changed,
cold war,
..breakup.

everything just seems like a vicious cycle. ask every other past r/s. everything just seems to turn out this way.

it's just like green bean. if the other party (water) comes and you accepted the water, 2 possibilities- you grow into a beautiful beansprout, or you rot and die even b4 it is fully grown. and, beautiful beansprout will still die eventually.

who knows? the other party might not even be interested in you. why waste the effort and create so much trouble to spoil the beautiful r/s you alr have?

i know there's still some r/s still working out- get married have kids.. but i can't the idea of going through any of these again, esp the lower part. even worse, you gotta face rejection.

or, you guys can't even be friends after this cycle. ok, maybe yes for some, but the kinda r/s you share won't be as great as be that routine happens.

maybe it's just the selfish part of me who wants be keep everybody and not to lose anyone.

some will go like, 'so wat will happen to you when you're old? everyone will either die, have their old partner to be with, or having fun with their grandchildren. you'll be old and lonely. tt's so pitiful.'

lol. music won't leave me. i believe those old widowed (choy!) friends and spinisters won't forget me. we'll just live tgr happily ever after. i know friends won't abandon me. at least not all.

not saying that guys are jerks. i think it's just because we come from different planets, and it need each other to compromise. well.. i won't.

lol. either the right guys with the right feelings with the right attitude comes by.. hmm.

anybody wana book me to share money to buy house for yang lao??? lol.