death.

i opened blogger's 'new post' window and i dunno wat to say.

sometimes life can get that bad, i dun think living, or rather struggling, is worthwhile.

pre cny blues

just the other day-

steph: anticipating cny?
me: anticipating the pre and post. pre when shopping for clothes, doing up hairs, buying shoes; post when counting ang bao money.

kinda startling at how things become, eh? cny's suppose to be the time where family members gather around once in a blue blue moon, talk and ask how are each other, catch up on those missing parts of each others life.

but somehow it becomes a review of the individuals' life- how did we fare.

bitchyauntie1: eh, how's your exams last year? you know my son got all As leh..
bitchyauntie2: got bf already not? you know my daughter's bf is gg to inherit his dad's company leh..
bitchyauntie3: wha. so big le ah? wat job ya holding? my son's a doctor leh. heheheheheheh.

sounds kinda familiar? well, it always happen every year, over and over and over again. it seems somehow those aunties got some kinda satisfaction outta it. maybe they got despise by their other family members and need to boast and trample those who are less better off than them.

and what we can do is just to give tt bitter smile.

whatever it is, i just hope things will all turn out ok (i won't say fine 'cause it's always difficult) and the least is to look forward to seeing my cousins. (they ain't as boasty and aunties..!)

home home home

I STAYED AT HOME THE WHOLE DAY!!! NO ONE BOTHER TO DATE ME OUT!

ok, maybe it wasn't the 1st time but it's damn boring. watched "driven" on ch5 in the evening. not that bad. i think joe was stallion, and jimmy's cute! i'm dead. i start to look at ang mos.

and i didn't reply zf's sms! he's gonna kill me. 'cause i was rolling all around the hse. yes, i'm having the day of the month again, and it's killing me. yuwei said i sound a bit nutty. oh well.

and kim's having her bonkers period also.


kimmy - says:
dun care laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
kimmy - says:
fuckiiiiinnng
kimmy - says:
. . .
eMiLy (monotonically) says:
pre mense. hahah.
kimmy - says:
bonkers bonkerss

haha. told ya.

ok, chatting with zf, eddy in the afternoon wasn't tt bad. at least i got some entertainment.

i tried studying but only managed to accomplish a few pages.

oh well. i should appreciate it man. back to hectic days from tmr.

new lift buttons

they changed new lift buttons!

but same old people living in the building. lol.

bored in class

ok, i drew my hand. i just yearn for cloudy days. hahah.

from faysa

sab's sister gave them to me b4 xmas.

sweet right? i tot it's a hint for me to buy her xmas present. well, tt pin looks kinda dull so i decided to decorate it. hahah..

green tea kit kat

was at watson's the other day, and look wat i've found!

ok, it's $5.90, apparently it's a bit ex, but for green tea kit kat, can you resist???

and it comes in small packets inside! they did not just dump all the chocolates tgr with them sticking to each other.

a rat at the station

i was going home the other day after work, and it was raining cats and dogs. well, that's not the point. the main thing is wat i saw on the stairs when i was walking up on the underground tunnel.

Y.E.S. a rat.

damn gross. there was a couple standing there kept looking at it. i thought wat was it at 1st.

the couple was quite fancinated by me taking pictures of it, but i just screamed to them OMG! HOW CAN THERE BE A RAT AT SUCH PLACE! lol.

sab's xmas present

look wat i bought for sabrina as xmas present!

it's those kind you can stuff your hand in to manipulate its hands. cute right??? i wonder if its a deer or giraffe. lol.

and this is wat i got for sab's sister- a cute little bear!

the artist is PBF

cute cute?

i wonder if it's a cub or puppy though.

dun ask wat is this. hahah.

ahh ma..!