sadists

recently things have been a lil down for me. thinking how meaningless life can be. well, i followed the routined life path carved for almost all sgreans, and i can't help to think this is so not for me.

but again, i'm not the kinda person who can take risks, so taking up a risky, rather phrased as challenging career is outta the question.

maybe i'm not sick of the routined style.
maybe i'm sick of how this routine can carve you into the typical kinda person.

working for money.
taking care of hypothetical responsibilies.
chasing time so much that we wasted our lives.
sick of living, but hafta continue due to our so-called weights hanging on our shoulders.

how meaningless, please throw me an explanation. to me, you just chasing something you didn't even think about properly in the first place.

and i think people are becoming stones.

i always feel, being a handicapped, or abnormal, wouldn't be so bad, if we have the right people around us.

a blind wouldn't worry so much if helpful people would watch out for them.

you causally remind them if they're walking into a wall,
or pull out a hand if the lights on the road just turned red.
it won't be as bad, if million of other eyes are watching out for them.

but wat i see on the streets now, are people with eyes are equally blind.

tell me you didn't encounter anyone bumping into you so hard that your bag flew,
or your feet got stepped by sm strangers won't refuse to give you the apology they owe you.
or walk str right into you.

fuck it. people with eyes are equivalent to being gorged out.
no wonder blind people are so worried.

oh yes, talking about blind, for god's sake why do i feel people are not as blind as they seem?

i see cars slowing down to take a peep at car accidents,
gossiping and pointing at beggars at the roadside,
discriminating gays and lesbians which they could just happily turn a blind eye at.
then why are you so observant towards this sorta things?

oh yeah, conclusion: people are so damn happy making others feel miserable. sadists.

dear god

darling ppl, if you dun understand a single thing about the previous post, it's ok. only those who met bitches, or are one themselves will get it. just different reactions- amusing who encountered, furious who are one. it's fine, just pretend you're amused and you can even fool yourself you're the innocent lil kitty.

anyways,



my fav fav fav song- for now. =)

A lonely road, crossed another cold state line
Miles away from those I love purpose hard to find
While I recall all the words you spoke to me
Can't help but wish that I was there
Back where I'd love to be, oh yeah

Dear God the only thing I ask of you is
to hold her when I'm not around,
when I'm much too far away
We all need that person who can be true to you
But I left her when I found her
And now I wish I'd stayed

’Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired
I'm missing you again oh no
Once again

There's nothing here for me on this barren road
There's no one here while the city sleeps
and all the shops are closed
Can't help but think of the times I've had with you
Pictures and some memories will have to help me through, oh yeah

Dear God the only thing I ask of you is
to hold her when I'm not around,
when I'm much too far away
We all need that person who can be true to you
I left her when I found her
And now I wish I'd stayed

’Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired
I'm missing you again oh no
Once again

Some search, never finding a way
Before long, they waste away
I found you, something told me to stay
I gave in, to selfish ways
And how I miss someone to hold
when hope begins to fade...

A lonely road, crossed another cold state line
Miles away from those I love purpose hard to find

Dear God the only thing I ask of you is
to hold her when I'm not around,
when I'm much too far away
We all need the person who can be true to you
I left her when I found her
And now I wish I'd stayed

’Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired
I'm missing you again oh no
Once again

yay!

hey, look carefully. this is my phone. it is wrapped, and i did it at PS's G Mask. not $30+, but $58. THOSE WHO ARE GONNA FUCKING DO IT AFTER 5TH MAY 2008 ARE COPYCATS. oh no, copyfuckingdogs. FYI: i love cats, so those who decided to love cats after i decided to are creeps. Creepy crawly ever so disgusting till everyone would want to call the pest control to terminate it from magnifesting. I would name all these people that copy others no originality.

oh no. does my $58 wrap hurt you? did i sound like sm bitches who loves to brag about their shopping wishes? i'm really sorry to make you feel that breathing in the same foul air as me sucks. if you feel that, god damn hell i feel the same way.

oh yeah, i cut bangs. i couldn't stand my beached highlight in front anymore, which i got it from modelling for wella the other time. oh no, i shouldn't say anything about model! i might offend smone who can only model thru her own blog. oh wells, wat can i say about that? yeah, i'm a meanie powerpuff girl! *wink*

oh no x 2, did i copy smone? oh god oh god, i copied 2/3 of the no. of people walking ard orchard road everyday. am i gonna be condemned??? maybe having the exact same bangs as smone else, let alone having now, but who USED to have is sucha bad idea! i may not look half as good!!!

hahahaha. its an inside joke. IF YOU FIND THIS FAMILIAR, ITS JUST COINCIDENCE. please do not fucking gossip behind me cos i never ask for your opinion and if you think it's you, ur not fit to talk to me. hateful ppl are not welcomed to read. oh no, i just said "ur not fit to talk to me"? i think a pri sch kid might even be able to correct it and an adult might laugh like an evil devil! *sad*

fyi: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Fringe_(hair)
The North American term bangs almost certainly originated with the practice of cutting
horses' tails straight across, a style known to this day as a "bang-tail."

oh no! we are all copying stinko horses!

pathetic citibank xmas deco

yes yes, i kept all these photos since xmas.
tian's speaker. really v cute!

her pressie to all of us.

pathetic xmas decorations. hahaha.

random pictures

the car looks like inital D's.

desmond gave clarence the hamster. i dunno kept these photos for how long.

random pictures

i did realise i haven't been 'picture blogging' for quite sm time, and my photos are piling up in my folder. so just let me clear a bit and update my stories. haa.

my bro looking so ever cute with my eyore. ehhh. how to spell ah?

his brilliant idea of kiap-ing his wallet in between him and his sling of the bag. was bragging that he had both hands free.

my mum's fav cute shoes. so cute right?

happy birthday kim!

kim, you're so gonna kill me.

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY KIMMY!

random

just woke up. had a headache, but luckily not to terrible. smtimes i wonder is there anything wrong with my head. *choy*

i'm sooo vex right now. things seems a 'lil undone, unconfirm here and there. everything is just on the pending list. i can't be sitting on the bench waiting for things to happen. i wan things to happen. god, i do not enjoy the joy of waiting.

didn't studied at all. well, hafta later. hope things go well. *wink*

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omg. how can i have nth on and wake up and 9am+? think the body just refuse to let me have more than 8 hours of slp str. anyways, gonna write about a few random stuffs.

my parents are back from a 2 day trip to indo, and i'm so happy! they bought me a pouch! mind you, the pouch is so pretty tt i cannot take my hands off it ytd when i 1st saw it. haha. now its safely in my bag. but i'm still jealous thou. the trip seems pretty fun. and its like they're having so much fun while i'm mugging like mad in this humid country.

mugged alone ytd at kfc. (i need the air con!) home was people-less cos my bro went to visit his friend.

me: where you gg tmr?
him: visit my friend.
me: wat? play games?
him: no. tan bing.
me: wat bing?
him: brain tumour.

?!?!?! he made it sound so simple man. i would have wreck the world if it happen to anyone near me, be it close or not. i just hope his friend would get well eventually. heard he hasn't been gg to sch for almost a year for chemo.

talking about headache, i had the worse headache ever just the other day.

i drank coffee on the day on FR paper, and i guess it was so strong that i cannot slp that night. went shopping with my mum the next day in the morn, and acc my bro to the dentist's after that. cannot really study after that. was pretty drained.

at night, the headache really came. fuck it. i tried to ignore and go to slp. panadol do anyone no gd when taken too much. i tried to refrain from taking as much as i can.

the headache persist. at 2am, i woke up due to the headache. went to take 1 panadol, and tried gg back to slp. can you imagine you felt so damn slpy yet the pain won't allow?

got up at 3am and took another one. went to the living rm to lay on the sofa. felt nausea and wana cry. went to toilet and finally i vomitted. and worse. there was blood.

i just hope its not brain tumour or wat, and its just my gastric.

wth. STUDY again! lol.

teeth obsession

why the hell am i still doing here???

haha. i think no matter how hectic life can be i still need a breather. went thru my pics and think we all are kinda obsess with teeths nowadays. (cute right???) well, i'm still v happy with my white white front teeth. they may be a lil crooked, but who's perfect? not me, but i'm still satisfied.

hmm. but seriously, my bro need braces.

1 paper gonna be down in 2 days time! technically speaking, tmr's my paper. =)

GOOD LUCK KIMMY GOOD LUCK JASMINE!!! =D