advices, suggestions, criticisms or just plainly views.

may others' views ain't that impt after all...

alright, i admit i do already care less about wat others think of me, but some things you just wana hide deep down inside you, hoping no one would ever find out.

like maybe...
how my childhood friend and i stole that cranking magic toy from 7-11 and lied to everyone cos we made a new friend there and the staff gave it to us.
how i pretend drop my pri sch friend's pen while she wasn't watching, and pick it up later and put it in my bag, like it was mine.
how i shoved that veggie under the sofa, and how i couldn't react when i got caught.
how my dad found out i threw rice outta the window, and the speechless moment when he pointed downstairs to our neighbour's clothes hanging out there, with my half eaten food.

ok, i said them already. i know people are gonna say it's ages ago, but nobody likes to be reminded of the most awkward situations we all have, at least once.

and maybe not just those. like things that you believe in totally, and others just slap right into your face to tell you to wake up. not just telling you they were wrong, but probably tell you how stupid you were in the first place to believe and do such things.

like...

if you were christian, people tell you you were obsess.
if you were buddhist, people tell you they were fake.
like you love that tote bag, but people tell you how gay you looked with it.
like how fat people made up their mind to lose weight, but you twig out there just put them down and say it's impossible. and when they give up trying, you try to say how easily they give things up.

sadistic people are just everywhere.

ok, here i am putting people down who puts people down.
i hate people who judges tooo much, like they were some form of god who has the right to criticise. (and ya, i'm not a contestant in americal idol.)
and i know, i'm just being judgement at people who judges.

i dun wana be a photocopy of anyone of you out there, so please, advices are gladly accepted and will be taken into serious considerations. don't force thought and thinkings. i'll take that as we're the same poles, and like poles repel. probably me repelling you, technically speaking.

this is my fucking blog, and smtimes with those comments... i still feel the need to cater my every entry to the big picture.

like i shouldn't curse and swear.
like i shouldn't proclaim my love tooo much.
like you dunno wtf i'm blogging about.
like there isn't any tagboards.

and for god's sake, isn't it obvious, i dun need any comments from you. why would i need a tagboard for?

and i still emphasize, advices and suggestions are gladly accept. criticisms? please apply for a position is wateva idol competition you see on tv. i'm not contestant of any sort, and no judges needed here.

c'mon, scoff at me like i'm some kinda alien.