wolf in sheep's skin, amazing sewed to be permant.

hmmm.

you dun look like a wolf in sheep's clothings.

hmm.
hmmmmmmmmmm.

f.y.i: if a wolf's in sheep's clothing, it simply means it's in DISGUISE. it doesn't wans you to find out the ugly fact that he's cunning, sly... and things like tt.

if you know, or managed to find out, a wolf is in sheep's clothings, it merely means the wolf has low IQ. bad at acting, bad at lying. no no, it DOESN'T makes a wolf who's gd at hiding his true self a innocent lil puppy (oops, sheep) inside out, does it? *roll eyes*

probably we all should stop forming perspection during the inital stage, or maybe before even we got to know every little nitty gritty detail about tt creature.

or maybe the way it treats you is enough for you to judge, then be it. for all i care, i'm not a selfish freak that only care about myself.

or maybe the wolf's just a kind hearted nature soul born in the wrong skin.

hmmmmmm.

random... A LOT.

random photosss in archivesss.

kim's doggie- hazel.

mama's cosmetic pouch bought from batam.
clarence bought me strepsils when i was having a bad sore throat.

foodcourt inside liang court.

hougang mall's... one of the mall.

sweet kimmy.

happy two.

happy two=happy two of us.

mmmmmuacksssss. =)

i wan four, five, six, seven, eight.... on and on and on.

2009 resolutions, tentatively...

haven't been blogging for awhile.

2009 isn't here yet (let alone xmas), but apparently i haven't been keeping any of my 2008's resolutions made. i'm being sucha lazy girl who lack of discipline.

let me note down some of the resolution tentatively made for 2009.
i dun wana forget and find myself a perfect excuse not to stick by them.

1. shop lesser. think thoroughly before spending. keep track of money in bank.

apparently the requirements for items to get into my shopping list have been getting low, which concluded why am i ending up with more stuffs and lesser cash in bank. a card, or rather cards, in hand can create a lot of avoidable disasters and unnecessary guilt within moi.

shall i start with stop to explore shops i haven't been before? that way probably i'd have lesser shop under the favourites.

2. eat with table manners. chew my food before swallowing. eat slower dun be greedy.

my habit of not chewing food results in fast eating, and before my stomach recognises it's full, i already overeat, resulting in unwanted flesh growing around my limps and tummy, thighs and occasionally uncomfy in gastrics.

3. have 8 hours of sleep every night.

i love you my boy, and probably tooo much that even though i know i can't make it for the 8 hours, i still wana hog on the phone. i dun wana heart you any lesser, but smtimes 8 hours is necessary to have more concentration for you, and probably everything else.

4. drink 1.5 litres of water everyday.

i need my daily dosage of 1.5. i dun wan any water rentention, dehydration, or wateva other illnesses that follows.

5. lesser coffee, more... plain water, and green tea.

which i think it's the effect of not having 8 hours. and the aftereffect after more coffee would be non-white teeth, which then i'll be tempted to doing teethwhiting, and thereafter would be deduction of amount from the bank.

6. read the papers. know the world.

lack of discipline here. i really do hafta know the news, be it entertain or... ok, i dun hafta know about entertainment. i really need to know about global news. i do lack of knowledge.

7. be a tidy and clean girl.

partly tidy and clean, partly to shop less, buy lesser, to have lesser stuffs in my cosy freakalious small room. again, it's link.

8. stop eating junks and be a junkie no more.

let see here... i hafta quit on white bread, chocolates, biscuits, cookies.
and yah, the ultimate- chilly. can smone please stop me?

9. stop being sucha quitter and pick things up again tt i've already know... 1/2 way.

i should really get back to them- guzheng, guitar, drumming.

10. watch less tv.

really, tv shows do nth gd. yes, bad neither...
unless probably for me to pick up eng, canto, jap...

wow. so many bad habits.
i bet there're smmore.
till then, chao~

advices, suggestions, criticisms or just plainly views.

may others' views ain't that impt after all...

alright, i admit i do already care less about wat others think of me, but some things you just wana hide deep down inside you, hoping no one would ever find out.

like maybe...
how my childhood friend and i stole that cranking magic toy from 7-11 and lied to everyone cos we made a new friend there and the staff gave it to us.
how i pretend drop my pri sch friend's pen while she wasn't watching, and pick it up later and put it in my bag, like it was mine.
how i shoved that veggie under the sofa, and how i couldn't react when i got caught.
how my dad found out i threw rice outta the window, and the speechless moment when he pointed downstairs to our neighbour's clothes hanging out there, with my half eaten food.

ok, i said them already. i know people are gonna say it's ages ago, but nobody likes to be reminded of the most awkward situations we all have, at least once.

and maybe not just those. like things that you believe in totally, and others just slap right into your face to tell you to wake up. not just telling you they were wrong, but probably tell you how stupid you were in the first place to believe and do such things.

like...

if you were christian, people tell you you were obsess.
if you were buddhist, people tell you they were fake.
like you love that tote bag, but people tell you how gay you looked with it.
like how fat people made up their mind to lose weight, but you twig out there just put them down and say it's impossible. and when they give up trying, you try to say how easily they give things up.

sadistic people are just everywhere.

ok, here i am putting people down who puts people down.
i hate people who judges tooo much, like they were some form of god who has the right to criticise. (and ya, i'm not a contestant in americal idol.)
and i know, i'm just being judgement at people who judges.

i dun wana be a photocopy of anyone of you out there, so please, advices are gladly accepted and will be taken into serious considerations. don't force thought and thinkings. i'll take that as we're the same poles, and like poles repel. probably me repelling you, technically speaking.

this is my fucking blog, and smtimes with those comments... i still feel the need to cater my every entry to the big picture.

like i shouldn't curse and swear.
like i shouldn't proclaim my love tooo much.
like you dunno wtf i'm blogging about.
like there isn't any tagboards.

and for god's sake, isn't it obvious, i dun need any comments from you. why would i need a tagboard for?

and i still emphasize, advices and suggestions are gladly accept. criticisms? please apply for a position is wateva idol competition you see on tv. i'm not contestant of any sort, and no judges needed here.

c'mon, scoff at me like i'm some kinda alien.

happy one month, darling.

†oge†her.™ says:
Darling.. we are together for a month.. wad a month!! my love for u are growing gradually before even we start. this r/s!
just wanna tell.. u're the best girl i ever met. i thank god and tua pek gong for giving me this chance to know u. from friends.. we have become lovers.. my love for u is growing everyday. i cant imagine life w/o u. u have already became a part of my life. I LOVE U darling..
†oge†her.™ says:
happy 1 month anniversary !
jasMiNe says:
looove you.


†oge†her.™ says:
i really love u darling
†oge†her.™ says:
love love love love u till i cant see myself at times
†oge†her.™ says:
how?
jasMiNe says:
wat is cannot see yourself?
†oge†her.™ says:
meaning..
†oge†her.™ says:
u are the proprity in my life
†oge†her.™ says:
u are everything
†oge†her.™ says:
i took better care for den to me at times
†oge†her.™ says:
*u


happy one month, darling. =)

what ifs.

images of what ifs keep flashing.

what if i chose not to take the initiate to contact my cousin.
what if i chose not to go out after the 1st movie-hancock.
what if i chose to walk away when my cousin pissed me off when he told me you were working till late and we had to wait for you.
what if you were pissed with me shouting over the phone and decided not to come.
what if i didn't come for the last min ktv.
what if i chose another suitor.
what if i chose to remain single.
what if i wasn't in my best shape.
what if i was still in citibank and had a busy job.
what if i still remain punkish.
what if i decided that boys ain't for me.

what if the girl decided to pick you.
what if you decided to go after the pretty girl in poly.
what if you didn't choose to like the other girl when the cute girl like you.
what if you didn't ask for my msn.
what if you decided to stop when we can't handle our first conversation well.
what if you decided i was the same usual fierce girl when you see in the first meeting.
what if you decided that i wasn't tall enough.

wo cai yi dian jiu cuo guo ni.

i hate tears. i think it's unneccessary and redundant situation to be handled. but everytime you dedicate a song, care so much, did so much, love and miss so much, i can't bear to remind myself what if all these becomes memories.

what if one day you decide someone else was better.
what if the feeling was lost.
what if we run out of words.
what if darling and sweeties dun sound the same as before.

i already start missing when you held my hands and sang. it is barely 24hours.
i can foresee my heart being rip apart, be it physically or mentally, like how lions rip the baby lambs, fleshes torn, some bloody bits in their mouth, some rotting pieces on the floor, wasted.

i can feel the weight on the shoulders.
i felt my brain bursting.

maybe never is better, maybe it's smthing that will never happen again.

miscellanious photos.

gonna be a boring entry.

fucking high at my chemical romance's concert. the queue was fucking long at the free standing. fucking lucky i took the seats.

why i curse so much? cos gerard swore like it's just inborn.

*ahem* was it last year's or the year b4 last's xmas? man, i just couldn't rmb. i only rmb i caught this glimpse of humongous tree with weisheng outside vivocity.

my fav converse sneakers, in super huge size.

i need my fav scent smtimes b4 i doze off.

to celebrate tian's bday at the early part of this year.

i love you tooo.

†oge†her.™ says:
i've given all my feelings, heart n soul, my time, effort, my sleeping time to u! u are now my priority in everything. eveything comes after u.. i never never loved someone so much before. i love u.
†oge†her.™ says:
i love u with all my heart, darling. =)

=)

random

i'm a girl with bruises and cuts,
tooo many wounds, tooo many past.
a tattered world that was badly torn,
terminal to collusion was what i saw.

it wasn't pretty,
it was far from okay.
disappointments after disappointments,
'til the end of the day.

i kept this thinking close to my soul,
yet more and more it overflow,
one day i told my friend my perception,
she laughed and laughed and thought it was senseless.

i tot he might jeer, yet not even a sneer,
even thou' he didn't agree with wat he hear.
no criticism, no harsh judgement,
just slow and gentle intervention.

i slapped myself to stop dreaming,
cos the sky haven't even start dimming,
as glimpse of light start appearing,
tt's when i know how much i love him. =)

8, 9, 10

you feel honeylikenotsugary sweet, blissedwithcoke child, fluttery hearts, feetsoff ground...

=)

influential decision.

when you have 100 suitors, there'll be 101 options.
staying single would be the most reliable, least heartaching and most dependable one.
rarely, and almost never, of the rest of the options would add up to weight enough percentage to make any influential decision.
and nope, totally of several options are not allow, else you'll be thrown to jail.

toys

when i just join the school, i was pretty happy 'cause teacher gave me a welcome gift. it wasn't exactly very pretty, but it came to grew on me. but when i just started to feel comfortable with its presence, my teacher told me it has to leave 'cause another new kid came in, and i had to give it up. for the toy's sake, for the new child's good.

my classmates saw me unhappy, gave me a toy to substitute. well... it was ugly to begin with. but its free and it wana be mine... so why not?

when sch ended, pretty mary who lived next door gave a another toy. she told me she thinks the toy suits me and we will be happy together. i liked it, and gladly accepted it. i feel comfortable with it presence, but not sure how will i feel again if it's been taken away from me.

and then i woke up. i asked myself, why ain't they toys which permission will be granted to own many?

stainless steelsss

choose a day.
take the sharpest knife from the kitchen. peel open the one who had been sleeping beside you for the past hundred years. you might just be surprise to find him made of stainless steels which don't just don't rust, but cold and emotionless as well.

yet he appeared blood and flesh. scary huh?

well, things happen, dun they? probably you won't know till the skin thins and the metal starts to show.

emo

When the term emo came out, I was elated cos I tot finally I found home...

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...till there were posers and wannabes.

boost of confidence

if only there's an injection for a boost of confidence.
but i think we can only settle for a booze of confidence.

love...

" As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will.

You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time.

You'll break hearts too,so remember how it felt when yours was broken.
You'll fight with your best friend.

You'll blame a new love for things an old one did.

You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love.

So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back.
Don't be afraid that your life will end,be afraid that it will never begin."

love... or not.

as much as i yearn love to fall in love, sad to say that, it is equally much that i hope i would never fall in love.

its just like walking on thin rope with shattered glass pieces right below you. left alone in the world blindfolded. tone deaf to the most important words that might pull you back to the right path.

we all watch soap operas, right? rmb how they enacte those scenes of those 70s? hey you know wat, sell me off as a hooker for all i care. i'll bring the bread to the table, as well as free sex for you, just as long as you stay by my side.

this scene just keep popping up in my head. i know you despise those girls, as well as those who are bruised by their husbands everyday, like how we need the daily 8 cups of water.

we, to keep us alive.
them, to keep them by their sides.

no, i do not despise them. like wat i say, you're tone deaf, blind, yet daring enough to do anything. the fear of demise is equivalent to losing their love. without them is like dying. imagine how can you go without them for days. if you are not afraid of dying, (get me, its d-y-i-n-g, not to die instantly) go ahead and despise them. trying stabbing yourself one knife a day. let the pain seeps through you and feel it. that is wat i call dying.

i know how is it like to sleep with brain wide awake, food taste like acid which you'll just spit them out automatically and physical pain never seem as soothing as before. tears flow from tape with broken pipes and penknives seem like friends with drugs.

but again, this cancer will never go away if you dun step outside the box and see wat kinda situation you're in. as much as the outsiders despise wat you're doing to yourself, step outside yourself and see the torture which you dun have to put yourself through. this chemo guarantees to keep you alive, as long as you resist the urge to fall back the wrong track as well as killing yourself.

trying to keep your hair and not doing chemo, i won't say its right or wrong. because praying to God may help. the tumour might go away and no red cells will be destroyed, nor any precious strains of hair will be lost. but as much as your internal organs might suffer, chemo is just another way that put you through a harder yet short process.

for me, i just wish to get a 9 to 5 job and when i come home, my mum will have the dinner cooked and welcome me home with a smiley face. we ate dinner, watched tv, then dvd along with my dad after he knocked off. my bro will be at the side using his laptop, but i'd be even happier with him chatting and watching tv tgr. lovey dovey r/s, are just extravagant accessories which i cannot afford, and i dun deserve.

this emotion spunned from something that happened recently, but rest assure its like wat i said, a spun of emotions. not directing to anything, and might not even valid for long. not exactly how i always write, the descriptions are for real, at least now.

complains

rmb how guys used to to think talking like 'hey piggy, you wake up so late again?' 'you very lazy leh.' 'eat eat eat. so pig.' is sexy and gets girls attention? i so wana faint. really dun feel like being a bitch, but guys like tt are so annoying and kills my gd mood. no no, turning me on is absolutely outta the question. and i wana say, no wonder they dun get any girls. or not all they get are the same kinda girls who will go aiyo... you very pig leh. eat so much. hmph. heeeee. yeah, go get them. nonono, not me. i'll totally kick your ass cos talking to me like that is insulting my intelligence, and personal attack by calling me a pig who eats and sleeps and do nth else.

Allow Your Own Inner Light to Guide You

There comes a time when you must stand alone.

You must feel confident enough within yourself to follow your own dreams.

You must be willing to make sacrifices.

You must be capable of changing and rearranging your priorities so that your final goal can be achieved.

Sometimes, familiarity and comfort need to be challenged.

There are times when you must take a few extra chances and create your own realities.

Be strong enough to at least try to make your life better.

Be confident enough that you won't settle for a compromise just to get by.

Appreciate yourself by allowing yourself the opportunities to grow, develop, and find your true sense of purpose in this life.

Don't stand in someone else's shadow when it's your sunlight that should lead the way.

I asked God, "How do I get best out of life?" God said, "Face your past without regret. Handle you present with confidence. And prepare your future without fear".

sadists

recently things have been a lil down for me. thinking how meaningless life can be. well, i followed the routined life path carved for almost all sgreans, and i can't help to think this is so not for me.

but again, i'm not the kinda person who can take risks, so taking up a risky, rather phrased as challenging career is outta the question.

maybe i'm not sick of the routined style.
maybe i'm sick of how this routine can carve you into the typical kinda person.

working for money.
taking care of hypothetical responsibilies.
chasing time so much that we wasted our lives.
sick of living, but hafta continue due to our so-called weights hanging on our shoulders.

how meaningless, please throw me an explanation. to me, you just chasing something you didn't even think about properly in the first place.

and i think people are becoming stones.

i always feel, being a handicapped, or abnormal, wouldn't be so bad, if we have the right people around us.

a blind wouldn't worry so much if helpful people would watch out for them.

you causally remind them if they're walking into a wall,
or pull out a hand if the lights on the road just turned red.
it won't be as bad, if million of other eyes are watching out for them.

but wat i see on the streets now, are people with eyes are equally blind.

tell me you didn't encounter anyone bumping into you so hard that your bag flew,
or your feet got stepped by sm strangers won't refuse to give you the apology they owe you.
or walk str right into you.

fuck it. people with eyes are equivalent to being gorged out.
no wonder blind people are so worried.

oh yes, talking about blind, for god's sake why do i feel people are not as blind as they seem?

i see cars slowing down to take a peep at car accidents,
gossiping and pointing at beggars at the roadside,
discriminating gays and lesbians which they could just happily turn a blind eye at.
then why are you so observant towards this sorta things?

oh yeah, conclusion: people are so damn happy making others feel miserable. sadists.

dear god

darling ppl, if you dun understand a single thing about the previous post, it's ok. only those who met bitches, or are one themselves will get it. just different reactions- amusing who encountered, furious who are one. it's fine, just pretend you're amused and you can even fool yourself you're the innocent lil kitty.

anyways,



my fav fav fav song- for now. =)

A lonely road, crossed another cold state line
Miles away from those I love purpose hard to find
While I recall all the words you spoke to me
Can't help but wish that I was there
Back where I'd love to be, oh yeah

Dear God the only thing I ask of you is
to hold her when I'm not around,
when I'm much too far away
We all need that person who can be true to you
But I left her when I found her
And now I wish I'd stayed

’Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired
I'm missing you again oh no
Once again

There's nothing here for me on this barren road
There's no one here while the city sleeps
and all the shops are closed
Can't help but think of the times I've had with you
Pictures and some memories will have to help me through, oh yeah

Dear God the only thing I ask of you is
to hold her when I'm not around,
when I'm much too far away
We all need that person who can be true to you
I left her when I found her
And now I wish I'd stayed

’Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired
I'm missing you again oh no
Once again

Some search, never finding a way
Before long, they waste away
I found you, something told me to stay
I gave in, to selfish ways
And how I miss someone to hold
when hope begins to fade...

A lonely road, crossed another cold state line
Miles away from those I love purpose hard to find

Dear God the only thing I ask of you is
to hold her when I'm not around,
when I'm much too far away
We all need the person who can be true to you
I left her when I found her
And now I wish I'd stayed

’Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired
I'm missing you again oh no
Once again

yay!

hey, look carefully. this is my phone. it is wrapped, and i did it at PS's G Mask. not $30+, but $58. THOSE WHO ARE GONNA FUCKING DO IT AFTER 5TH MAY 2008 ARE COPYCATS. oh no, copyfuckingdogs. FYI: i love cats, so those who decided to love cats after i decided to are creeps. Creepy crawly ever so disgusting till everyone would want to call the pest control to terminate it from magnifesting. I would name all these people that copy others no originality.

oh no. does my $58 wrap hurt you? did i sound like sm bitches who loves to brag about their shopping wishes? i'm really sorry to make you feel that breathing in the same foul air as me sucks. if you feel that, god damn hell i feel the same way.

oh yeah, i cut bangs. i couldn't stand my beached highlight in front anymore, which i got it from modelling for wella the other time. oh no, i shouldn't say anything about model! i might offend smone who can only model thru her own blog. oh wells, wat can i say about that? yeah, i'm a meanie powerpuff girl! *wink*

oh no x 2, did i copy smone? oh god oh god, i copied 2/3 of the no. of people walking ard orchard road everyday. am i gonna be condemned??? maybe having the exact same bangs as smone else, let alone having now, but who USED to have is sucha bad idea! i may not look half as good!!!

hahahaha. its an inside joke. IF YOU FIND THIS FAMILIAR, ITS JUST COINCIDENCE. please do not fucking gossip behind me cos i never ask for your opinion and if you think it's you, ur not fit to talk to me. hateful ppl are not welcomed to read. oh no, i just said "ur not fit to talk to me"? i think a pri sch kid might even be able to correct it and an adult might laugh like an evil devil! *sad*

fyi: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Fringe_(hair)
The North American term bangs almost certainly originated with the practice of cutting
horses' tails straight across, a style known to this day as a "bang-tail."

oh no! we are all copying stinko horses!

pathetic citibank xmas deco

yes yes, i kept all these photos since xmas.
tian's speaker. really v cute!

her pressie to all of us.

pathetic xmas decorations. hahaha.

random pictures

the car looks like inital D's.

desmond gave clarence the hamster. i dunno kept these photos for how long.

random pictures

i did realise i haven't been 'picture blogging' for quite sm time, and my photos are piling up in my folder. so just let me clear a bit and update my stories. haa.

my bro looking so ever cute with my eyore. ehhh. how to spell ah?

his brilliant idea of kiap-ing his wallet in between him and his sling of the bag. was bragging that he had both hands free.

my mum's fav cute shoes. so cute right?

happy birthday kim!

kim, you're so gonna kill me.

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY KIMMY!

random

just woke up. had a headache, but luckily not to terrible. smtimes i wonder is there anything wrong with my head. *choy*

i'm sooo vex right now. things seems a 'lil undone, unconfirm here and there. everything is just on the pending list. i can't be sitting on the bench waiting for things to happen. i wan things to happen. god, i do not enjoy the joy of waiting.

didn't studied at all. well, hafta later. hope things go well. *wink*

random

omg. how can i have nth on and wake up and 9am+? think the body just refuse to let me have more than 8 hours of slp str. anyways, gonna write about a few random stuffs.

my parents are back from a 2 day trip to indo, and i'm so happy! they bought me a pouch! mind you, the pouch is so pretty tt i cannot take my hands off it ytd when i 1st saw it. haha. now its safely in my bag. but i'm still jealous thou. the trip seems pretty fun. and its like they're having so much fun while i'm mugging like mad in this humid country.

mugged alone ytd at kfc. (i need the air con!) home was people-less cos my bro went to visit his friend.

me: where you gg tmr?
him: visit my friend.
me: wat? play games?
him: no. tan bing.
me: wat bing?
him: brain tumour.

?!?!?! he made it sound so simple man. i would have wreck the world if it happen to anyone near me, be it close or not. i just hope his friend would get well eventually. heard he hasn't been gg to sch for almost a year for chemo.

talking about headache, i had the worse headache ever just the other day.

i drank coffee on the day on FR paper, and i guess it was so strong that i cannot slp that night. went shopping with my mum the next day in the morn, and acc my bro to the dentist's after that. cannot really study after that. was pretty drained.

at night, the headache really came. fuck it. i tried to ignore and go to slp. panadol do anyone no gd when taken too much. i tried to refrain from taking as much as i can.

the headache persist. at 2am, i woke up due to the headache. went to take 1 panadol, and tried gg back to slp. can you imagine you felt so damn slpy yet the pain won't allow?

got up at 3am and took another one. went to the living rm to lay on the sofa. felt nausea and wana cry. went to toilet and finally i vomitted. and worse. there was blood.

i just hope its not brain tumour or wat, and its just my gastric.

wth. STUDY again! lol.

teeth obsession

why the hell am i still doing here???

haha. i think no matter how hectic life can be i still need a breather. went thru my pics and think we all are kinda obsess with teeths nowadays. (cute right???) well, i'm still v happy with my white white front teeth. they may be a lil crooked, but who's perfect? not me, but i'm still satisfied.

hmm. but seriously, my bro need braces.

1 paper gonna be down in 2 days time! technically speaking, tmr's my paper. =)

GOOD LUCK KIMMY GOOD LUCK JASMINE!!! =D

monkeys at upper thomson!

YES! the monkeys are horrible. kim tried to tell me they were behind me but i just jumped up and walked away cos i tot she was trying to say there's a
bug or sth. and i think i scare the hell outta her as well. was quite amusing. lol.

and oh god, they are digging trash from the dustbins like no one else's business. the worse is the are piling the rubbish outside instead of inside the trash bin! was so afraid they might attack us. luckily we had no food.

the bus heng-ly came in time.

'high tea' at xing wang cafe

'high tea' with kim after jay dee sale! (and she said i was smiling 'fakely'. lol.)

guitar? lol...

You Should Play the Guitar

You're very independent - both in spirit and in the way you learn. You can teach yourself almost anything, even if it makes your fingers bleed. You're not really the type to sit patiently through a music lesson - or do things by the book. It's more your style to master the fundamentals and see where they take you. Highly creative and a bit eclectic, you need a wide range of music to play. You could emerge as a sensitive songwriter... or a manic rock star. Your dominant personality characteristic: being rebellious Your secondary personality characteristic: tenacity

What Musical Instrument Should You Play?

normal or weird?

You Are 25% Normal

You sure do march to your own beat... But you're so weird, people wonder if it's a beat at all You think on a totally different wavelength And it's often a chore to get people to understand you

How Normal Are You?

what kinda rocker are you?

You Are an Emo Rocker!

Expressive and deep, lyrics are really your thing. That doesn't mean you don't rock out... You just rock out with meaning. For you, rock is more about connecting than grandstanding.

What Kind of Rocker Are You?

5 factors personality profile

Your Five Factor Personality Profile

Extroversion: You have medium extroversion. You're not the life of the party, but you do show up for the party. Sometimes you are full of energy and open to new social experiences. But you also need to hibernate and enjoy your "down time." Conscientiousness: You have high conscientiousness. Intelligent and reliable, you tend to succeed in life. Most things in your life are organized and planned well. But you borderline on being a total perfectionist. Agreeableness: You have low agreeableness. Your self interest comes first, and others come later, if at all. In general, you feel that people are not to be trusted. And you're skeptical that anyone else really feels differently. Neuroticism: You have high neuroticism. It's easy for you to feel shaken, worried, or depressed. You often worry, and your worries prevent you from living life fully. You tend to be emotionally reactive and moody. Your either flying very high or feeling very low. Openness to experience: Your openness to new experiences is high. In life, you tend to be an early adopter of all new things and ideas. You'll try almost anything interesting, and you're constantly pushing your own limits. A great connoisseir of art and beauty, you can find the positive side of almost anything.

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