=)

have you ever tried blogging and everytime everything just disappear in split sec?

i did.

twice some more.

i'm dead for tmr's paper.

n i just permed my hair.

the guy who did my hair was kinda cute.

=)

stupid day at woodlands

stupid feli! made me and joyce laughed like nobody's business and throw our faces in woodlands!

i bet the person who wanted us to do survey will rmb us for life! thanks huh feli!

anyway she doesn't read my blog! =p

*as we were walking towards woodlands interchange fr causeway point, a person who wanted us to survey for him approached us*

guy: hey gals, do you mind helping us to do survey? our surveys need to be done by students like you all.

feli: oh no we ain't students, we are working.. (joyce ignored him, i busy msging)

guy: erm.. actually we need working adults as well. *smiles*

feli: oh no! we are students.

-,-" thanks huh feli. anyway joyce and i laughed like crazy!

joyce, you can copy and paste in you blog le. hahahahahaha!!!

thanks puppy for getting me the anti racism band. hee.
hmm.. anyway the livestrong band is guang gimmi de.
who will get me the next band? haha~

mine is soooooooooooo much nicer. =p

study study study..

i'm dead. didn't really study much today.

went town to study with zhiwei, then to eat dinner with kim, wanyi, yuwei, mer and zhiwei.

had fish&co.. 1st time there. kinda good. =)

kim, wanyi, yuwei: just think of the kids over at cambodia and look at the leftovers! (at least i made them into sauce ok.. =p)

thanks yuwei for accompany me till.. 5am+? still counting on. haha!

ehh, wat colour do you want? haha..

HATE MUGGING!

i seriously HATE studying.

anyone out there can you just kill me? just let me die..

i wish i could just give up like that but i know it's out of point.

*cries*

=)

just out with a psycho after work last night. haha!

slacked at starbucks, then mac. i bet those mac staffs alr recognise our faces!

had a nice chat. finally found someone who can understands what the hell is going on in my mind. it's takes another psycho to understand another. haha!

came home only this morn. bought mac breakfast to prevent them from nagging at me. *oops*

slept till 3pm. bro was talking so loudly till he woke me up.

i think i should really start to revise. hee.

missing you

i'm getting emotional. it's either the song or because i'm all alone.

alone as in.. i'm not talking to anyone else. normally i'm either sms-ing or chatting online or mum/dad/bro is just around to let me disturb. maybe i'm just too dependent on everyone.

maybe i'm just insane. i'm finding the reason why am i here. or rather, why am i still here? sometimes it's just meaningless to live in this whole.

everyone is going thru the same thing. you know those growing up stages and stuffs. i'm just craving for something different. maybe not those REALLY DIFFERENT things, but as in those wat normal ppl won't go thru.

ok, i dunno wat i'm talking about.

currently missing alot of people.

i miss kim, wanyi, yuwei, zhiwei, sahar, avril, clarice, yanting.

in short, i miss my friends. =)

tuo mao chimpanzee

so funny so funny~


dad (to my bro): you look like a chimpanzee- thick hair plus dark skin tone.

mum: all thanks to you. it's your genes.

me (to dad): you look like one too, just that you are older and hair is thinner. =p

bro: no la, you just merely tuo mao. (drop hair)

*all laughed like hell, including my dad*

omg. my bro said that my dad look like an old chimpanzee who just tuo mao. haha~

thank god

*just put down the phone with kim*

stupid kim. with jinghui still call me. but jinghui was cute. haha! n funny.

worked just now. was thinking quite alot when i was working.

maybe i really shouldn't complain so much. maybe coming into this world isn't as bad as i thought.

sometimes when i dun get the things i want doesn't mean the end of the world. ok, it is not. haha! maybe not able to stand up on stage to sing to everyone doesn't mean no one likes to hear me sing. thanks clarice for complimenting when i sing. =)

well, i guess the thought of being able the stand up on stage above anyone else and the kinda recognition you get is just a dream come true for every person who yearns to be a singer. right mf peeps?

hmm.. maybe not being able to do that isn't as bad as it seems. or rather, being able to do that doesn't seems that good actually. maybe singers don't get to do wat they want. or even worse, they don't get to sing the kinda style/songs they actually want? haha! ok, maybe i'm just jealous. =p

getting applause fr outside the toilet and in ktv rooms don't seem that bad. there might even be peeps who sing better than me out there somewhere in this world who dun even have anybody to support them. well.. i still have friends who loves me to sing, right? =) u better say yes if not i'll just slaughter you into pieces.

hmm.. perhaps i should be glad with what i have. thank god for giving me the passion for music along with a good vocal. thank god for blessing me with a happy family. thanks god for letting me have so many friends who are truely concern for me deep down.

an unlucky day

*just came back from performance*

hmm.. i think i hate quite a bad day today. things didn't go well.. for like almost everything? apologises to those i sorta flare my temper at. hmm.. but how big will my temper be, right? haha.. i dun think it's that bad.

anyway i really hate my audit tutor (i forget her name). she's such an irritant! but she's really unlucky to have me as her student. i kept showing her attitude. =p wateva..

ok, iap is finally gone! i believe every accounting student is so relieve about this. haha! believe me ppl, it suck! finally i can concentrate on studying for exams. hmm.. well, i dun think i'd be looking forward to it either. =p

guang put me aeroplane today to go out with steve. *sad-ed* but wat he say was kinda true, he didn't promise me in the 1st place. =p but i'm still pissed. guang, u better remember wat u promise me- an ice cream treat and the longest yard. or else i won't talk to u again! haha..

steve, so did u actually owe me a treat or do i still owe u? cos guang msg me to call him, but he didn't call me! =p ok set, U owe ME! haha..

hmm.. puppy's birthday coming, wat should i get for him? haha.. maybe just get him another companion - another puppy. haha.. tt'd be sooo cute!

anyway jiang zhou percussion group is sooo pro! i really sorta feel inferior about it. i think i should really buck up. jia you!

kk, not gonna wait for guang's call me. i'm gg to BED! zzz..

=(

just did general ledger for payroll in iap.

iap just suck.

i'm just so tired and sick of sch.

i hate everyone. (except some)

i'm just so tired thinking about everything.

i wish i dun have to think about anything.

i hate myself for thinking and caring for everyone.

it's just so difficult to keep everyone happy, including myself.

can everyone just leave me alone?